Biologically, I am a lesbian Yes, I consider myself to have been, not only born a female, but born a lesbian. I am a feminist. I have absolutely no idea how "women" feel. I don't believe that I've ever felt like one. Men are even more foreign. I have always just felt like a person, one saddled with organs and anatomical features that cause me to be percieved as a female person.
I used to see a world divided into two types of people, functional and decorative. Each person has traits from each category but "women" skew toward decorative, "men" functional. Words like interior versus exterior could be used as well. But this is all a bit too simplistic. I actually find each package full of sex roles disgusting and any person who acts as one package, quite limited. The nature of each makes them anti-human and unacceptable. We are all so much more than either of those options.
I wonder that if I were young today would I transition to a man? I might consider
it but only because present-day options are so limited. For me, it would be a
terrible mistake. The gendered world today is full of the misguided
notion that all a person has to do is be the right gender, or no gender,
and their problems will be solved. The idividual solution is the only
one actively proposed today. It is the Ayn Rand gender solution.
Sexism is not some gender-binary equation. It is systemic, an integral part of the capitalist economy that exploits labor by race, class, gender and a litany of other things. It's a different issue than changing your body. Ideally, we should all be able to do whatever we want, pursue whatever inspires us within the context of the body we already have. Transforming the physical body is not the answer. Go ahead, if it floats your boat. Have all kinds of plastic surgery too! Just don't expect your decision to weigh in against the dominant paradigm.
We used to see broad-based gender stereotyping and discrimination as a
social problem.That is something that was the basis of oppression. It
required organizing, mobilizing, conciousness-raising, demonstrating and
fighting for something better.
You can appoint yourself a god or a goddess. It may do wonders for your ego but nothing will change. Transgendered people have become frontline symbols for a much bigger, more compelling problem. They have been deluded into thinking that by simply altering a body you can make oppression vanish. If that were true, every movie actor would have already changed history. Do what you like to your own body. But don't delude yourself. Only organizing in the outside world can cause the struggle for justice to begin.